You have every right to feel as you do. Yet another knee surgery does suck and I'm so sorry you have to go through it. But the knee your surgeon is going to put in is the type I was wondering if anyone had suggested to you when you posted initially. So I'm glad to hear that's what you're getting. And since you know and trust this surgeon, I'd say your chances of finally getting a working knee are good. Were you still going to meet with the second surgeon just to hear another opinion? That might be a good idea if you can work it in.
At least you won't have to wait long to get on with this. How wonderful that the surgeon is going to make sure you are taken care of before he retires. Does he have someone who will assume after surgery care for you? You might want to meet that person before your surgery date so you establish a rapport with him.
Please know that we're all here for you. It's okay to vent if you need to. And it's more than okay to just talk about everything you're feeling and doing as you prepare for this surgery. If you believe in the power of prayer, you'll have plenty of that from some of your fellow BoneSmarties. Don't hesitate to post any time to ask a question or just talk about things that are on your mind. I hope it helps knowing you're not alone going through another surgery.