*Long Post Alert*
Well, just over one year and 5 months post PKR! Things are going really well with my knee. I am very satisfied with the surgery and couldn’t be happier that I had it. This knee is stronger and more pain free than it has been for the last 25 years. I had so much PT over all those years and every therapist would eventually give up on my knee and admit that there was nothing more they could do to help me. To have a PT say to me for the first time, ‘your knee has graduated! It’s doing great!’ was a strangely emotional moment for me. I almost cried tears of joy.
I am hiking and riding regularly and looking forward to reviving my large garden in the spring. This will be the first full season since 2019 I will be able to do that! I’m ready to get back to snowshoeing this winter, if we ever get enough snow! I can almost mount my horse from the ground now. I can put my foot in the stirrup but can’t quite make the launch. I have realized that is in large part due to a lack of strength in my hip at full flexion.
Speaking of the hip, re rehabbing my hip is the focus now. The impingement was repaired in 2021, and that part feels just fine. The joint itself is sound. It just didn’t get to do any of the normal things, use its ROM, or even walk normally as it was healing from its surgery because my poor knee was so bad. So I have a lot of tightness to work through, especially with abduction and rotation. Flexion and extension are great. I think if I wasn’t an equestrian, I wouldn’t even realize the asymmetry in my hips’ motion and the limitations of the operated hip.But it greatly affects my riding.
My unoperated knee is limited in many ways too, though it’s been the better knee for 25+ years. It will get what feels a lot like bone on bone pain if I squat too low or step off a large step the wrong way. I have to accommodate it on the trail going down boulders, drops, root ledges, downed trees, etc. It doesn’t like to flex too far while weight bearing. But none of that is new. It is functional enough, and I appreciate it very much. I accept that it will most likely need its own surgery someday, but I sure hope to hold off for as long as possible. It doesn’t hurt in most situations, and I have learned how to accommodate my knees so well over the years that I almost don’t think about it. So crossing fingers for NO surgeries for a good long while!
All that said, I probably won’t be posting regular monthly updates after this because the progress my knee is making now is less perceptible: still gradually gaining more strength as time goes by; continuing to gain flexion incrementally; getting used to being the ‘good’ knee. I am more focused on my hip now and just so satisfied with my wonderful PKR knee. I hope my challenges and eventual positive outcome can be an encouragement to others who experience a difficult recovery.
BoneSmart was the best thing that could have happened to me in that difficult time, so I am incredibly grateful to the staff and every single fellow healer who encouraged, informed, and supported me here. Every journey that was shared was so valuable.
So, happy healing to all you fresh knees out there! And for those who are scared, struggling, hurting, depressed, frustrated, or uncertain: I wish you peace, fortitude, and comfort. I am cheering you on, here on the other side!
