Thank you everyone,
Ok, let's clear up the extension question. Based on your comments, it seems I should have said +5. My leg does not fully straighten. My knee still feels tender to the touch to me and I don't like the idea of pushing down on it. I prefer to stretch it using gravity for short periods.
As far as PT goes, I have started warming up my muscles before going in to try to get more benefit from it. The last time I was there, the therapist massaged the back of my leg as I cried and cooed at the same time. It hurt so good. The result was a wave of endorphins lasting a good 2 hours. I was very happy. So now I am all about getting massages and I am considering an accupressurist to work on my hamstrings and the other muscles and ligaments that remain so tight.
Re: Emotions, feeling so dependent, users of this forum - who are we? I have wondered who we are. Are we the over achievers? The ones that gotta know everything, control freaks? I have learned a lot about myself these last few weeks, not all pretty. One thing I know is I'm not a fan of pain and I wouldn't last long in any prisoner of war situation. The other thing I learned is its ok to let go and let other people do for me. This control freak is learning to go with the flow and trust others to do whatever is necessary.
I'm going to take it easy on the knee this week but I am going back into the gym to work on other areas like upper arm and core. I'm also considering swimming a few laps. I'm not a big athlete but my thinking is it will give me something to do and tire me out so I can sleep. I guess it's ok to swim now. Does anyone know if it's advisable to go into a whirlpool?
That little puppy's name is Cody and he's about 12 weeks old. He's a cocker spaniel and I have to say he's pretty adorable although when he is underfoot, I have to really be careful. He tends to shadow me closely and I'm surprised I haven't tripped. My dear husband, who has waited on me hand and foot, is now trying to train Cody. Between me and Cody, he's got his hands full!