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@Knees4Me , I'm sorry you seem to be struggling. Personally I'm going to try and give some support because personally I don't think you're all that bad for six weeks out.
yep, totally understand the sleep deprivation issues. I'm 11 weeks out and just now getting back into my bed and I still wake up once a night. i use to be up almost every 2-3 hours. Sleep when you can, no matter what time of day. try the couch, chair, whatever.
I'm on oxycotin, yep still pop one before bed time.
Last week I set myself back, Tuesday I was feeling great so of course I hightail it to the gym. BIG, HUGE mistake!! Thursday my leg swelled up to the size of a tree truck and the pain was hellish. took me almost a week to get the swelling down and I did absolutely nothing, no p/t, no exercise nothing. just rest , ice and elevate.
I think it's insane that the doctor would even suggest anything after only six weeks. Can you possible tell him that you simply heal a bit slower than others and you'd like to keep on this path??
My physical therapist is much better after I stop the extreme pushing. in fact now I think it is a bit of my fault because I did not take part in my own recovery. Now I do other exercises to help strengthen. yes, some still are tough but I stop at the point of pain
lastly, you sound like a great person, why do I think your hubby would rather have you pain free than whether or not you can drink the fermented grapes
Believe me , I feel you're pain and frustration. We will get through this.