@cpd599 -
A little late, but welcome to the forum! I'm just about a week and a day ahead of you, and I was having kind of a tough day today. I read your thread and it actually made me smile, as I (and I know everyone who has gone before you) can SOOOO relate to what you're going through!! I especially liked your "ugh"..

There are so many ups and downs through out this journey - it's often referred to as a roller coaster... haha! Kind of sounds like I'm an expert when I read that line back to myself; ... far from it! But I've absolutely learned that much! I have spent many, many hours myself going back and reading other folks posts.. it's a GREAT way to wile away the time.. And it really does make you feel better, not only because you get the sense that what you're experiencing is probably pretty normal, but also there are SO many great people here to empathize, commiserate, support, educate, help, and encourage. I've found this forum to be more help than anything else I could be doing (besides icing, elevating and taking meds on time...

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Probably the best advice I can give you - that I learned the hard way - is try not to over do it.. I guess we all do it at some point, but take the PT slow and easy. In my case, I was given exercises on a piece of paper (pre-op) and was told to start doing them FIVE TIMES A DAY once I got home after surgery. Well, my surgery was out patient on a Monday.. I finally got to start doing them on Wednesday. I only did 3 sets. Did 4 sets the next day, trying to "work up to 5", could only do 3 the next. I hurt, was frustrated, broke down in tears, lamented in this forum and was promptly told I was doing to much and I needed to "take it easy".. I thought I was "taking it easy" for the amount of time I was lying in bed!!! hahaha! Paid for my eager willingness to do what I was told by the physical therapist.. but learned a valuable lesson with great support from this forum.. But what a comfort it was to hear that it was OK to relax and take things at an easier pace..
Not sure about you, but going from active, non-stop, doing what needs to get done as part of a normal routine to lying around in bed the majority of the day is tough to adapt to - I think that adds to the frustration. I found it helps to take the time also to think about all the GOOD things in your life. Sometimes when we're so busy, it's easy to lose sight of things like that..
Anyway, hope you've gotten you pain meds worked out and that tomorrow is a better day for you. We're all pulling for you!!!
