Even more on the plus side, now Day 16, I am definitely improving! I am naturally taking bigger steps with my crutches, and getting out of bed is less painful, though still hard to get back in. And last night I literally turned a corner, in that I was able to roll onto my good side and sleep there for a few hours, instead of on my back which was previously the only comfy position.
That was my most recent comment on my condition. It is now Day 20 since The Fall. It’s helpful to have this record, because I can see I am making progress. It’s easy to overlook that and just focus on the frustrations of the moment. In 4 days I have gone from “Oh so happy! Nothing broken!” to “Heck this is taking a long time. When oh when will I be back to normal?”
So let’s take stock
I still need two crutches and can only walk very slowly, only around the house, but my steps are longer and I am leaning less heavily on the right (good side) crutch. Just as well, because I was beginning to develop serious pain in my right upper body from pressing down on the crutch.
At the beginning, the whole of my left side was an undefined mass of moderate pain, with jabs of sharp pain appearing in varying places when I moved. When I moved from sitting to standing, there was a point I had to push through in straightening up which caused acute pain, mostly in the front crease where the leg joins the body, and in lower back. Now I can move from sit to stand with no pain in the front, and only moderate pain in the back.
Even a few days ago, it was a huge struggle to get in or out of bed, ie the transition from lying on my back to sitting with feet on the floor, and vice versa. The left leg didn’t want to move. I had to lift it with my hands, haul on the bedclothes, rock to get momentum, have to abandon the process part way through and start again, etc. It was a real performance. And now, it’s still a bit painful but the left leg is doing some of the work. It’s still slow but much much faster than it was.
The parts that are painful are becoming more defined. I am trying to observe.
Yesterday, when I walked with crutches, it was like this: Standing still with feet level, weight on both feet and light weight on crutches, no pain. Move left leg forward, no pain. Increase load on left leg (and on right crutch) and move right leg forward , pain in lower left back peaking after the right leg passes the left and stopping as the right leg takes full weight. As left leg comes forward level with the right leg, pain in the front where leg joins body.
When resting flat on my back after this, the pain was only in my lower back, and gradually disappeared.
Today it’s a bit different. Lower level of pain while walking, but a nasty sort of twang inside the left joint as left leg moves. Like an internal rubber band catching momentarily on something it is sliding over. And now that I am lying down to rest, the pain is entirely inside the front of the left joint, and slowly reducing.
I think maybe it’s a good thing that the focus of pain changes. If I had solely lower back pain I would assume I had torn something in the muscle attachment or ligaments there. But if the pain moves around, maybe it’s just general bruising and inflammation that needs a bit more time to settle down.