Just a little vent here now that I realize I'm not going forward.....more of a sideways.
Oh goodness. Been hanging out in the knee section, I'm reading some scary stuff that reminds me of what I've gone through with my hip.
Anyway...on May 25, 2021 I was released to go back to work after my spinal fusion. I felt great (I had no idea of the trouble that was brewing in my left hip) with only one problem that I knew would have to be dealt with later on. My right right knee was bone on bone and my surgeon(also my hip surgeon) told me it needs to be swapped. 'But doc, I just want to work a little bit longer! Just make it stop hurting for a little while longer...pleez. He would drain the knee then give me a cortisone shot and I would be good for a while. I had it all planned! I would have the surgery done on my company insurance, go back on family leave and at the end the 3 months I would just retire. Having had my left knee replaced I KNEW recovery was not as easy as the hip.
That last year on the road was like nothing I had ever experienced before, the pandemic had created a monster! Road rage was worse than ever, people were shooting at truckers, truckers were shooting at truckers and I had never been run off the road by other truckers as often as that last year. The job I once loved was causing me to suddenly have anxiety (anxiety? moi? unheard of!) I turned in the truck up in central California, I could not even bear to drive it home to Arizona. So, there went my best laid plans, lol. I went home to retire and NEVER go back on the road...then the hip happened. 3 surgeries and 4 dislocations later the hip is on its way to getting better. YAY. Remember that knee that needed replacing? That knee carried most of my weight while the opposite hip was kaput and just when I thought I might be able to walk again normally, I can barely put any weight on the other leg. The pain is constant (what else is new) and I'll be back on the walker soon.
I wonder if any neighbors have seen me out there at night shaking my fist at the sky. lol.