'Twas the night before surgery, and all through the house, not a creature was stirring, not even a ..... Okay, not! I'm still in the process of cleaning, vacuuming, making sure things are where I can get to them easily. I know that I'll be up late which is fine, I don't think I'll get much sleep tonight.
Tomorrow morning, I must arrive at the hospital by 7:30 for my 9:30 surgery. My two Son's are going to be there with me and will be waiting for me when it's all over. I'm so lucky to have them both!
Even though I was extremely busy yesterday and today, I must admit, I've been very nervous. Stomach, head, shaking, tears, you name it. I kept pushing myself and now seem to have calmed down a bit.
My bags are packed, I'm ready to go, I'm standing here outside your door ...... WHAT!!!! Nope! My bag is not packed (yet) but it will be. I am not ready. But, I will keep on moving in the right direction and have it all done so that tomorrow morning, I'll arrive at the hospital and as so many wonderful people here have said - it will be just fine.
A HUGE THANK YOU to everyone!!! I honestly don't know how I'd have been doing without all your support. Even just the smallest word, suggestion, thought - Thank You All so very, very much! My heart is full with all the wonderful feelings your words have brought to me. Bless you all and please think of me in your prayers tomorrow. I know I'll get through this just fine and I will post on the other side as soon as I'm able. I'll be thinking of all of you too as they are sending me off to La, La Land and know that I'm not alone.
