Well, here's a little crink in the whole scheme of everything. I received an email for a conference call from my new boss and HR this past Monday. They've put me on notice they're very unhappy with my productivity, and I'll be loosing my job either August 31 or September 15 as a result. Their expectation was when I returned to work I'd drop right back in at full speed, which simply is NOT reasonable or reality for what I do, but there's no way I can physically do more than I'm doing. They kept saying this isn't about the length of time you were out - um, well, then WHY do you keep saying that?? So, I'm diligently sending resume's for a more stationary office-based position. I cannot drive upwards of five hours a day, then get out and do full building surveys or climb around construction sites yet. I also cannot keep up with customers when they're running full steam ahead - I've picked up A LOT of endurance and speed, but I'm just not there yet. If he put me on restrictions, they'd fire me and I wouldn't even qualify for unemployment. I've exhausted all FMLA and STD, and do not qualify for LTD. I don't qualify for VA benefits or SSD, either. I just need something more stationary for a while. I've never, ever been written up and certainly never, ever been released from a position.
I had a follow up with my doc on Friday and gave him the update, he got SO peeved!! He measured, I'm actually over 120 degrees ROM on each knee and at 0 extension - for me, it's more a matter of building the strength and endurance back - he almost fell off his stool when he measured!! I told him how I stay sore on the outside of each knee, as well as the swelling in back, and he thinks it's a result of the enormous amount of road time then the activity when I arrive (and, of course, topped off with daily needs). He thinks if I had something more local based, I'd do a lot better, and those areas would settle right down. He issued a permanent handicap parking sticker, though, which I greatly appreciate. I don't use my temp all the time, but it sure is a saving grace on some days!!
So, anyone who knows someone looking for a professional, thorough, diligent, intelligent go-getter who happens to have two bright shiny new knees in the Orlando FL or Daytona Beach FL area, feel free to message me!!
Oh, tomorrow I turn 51 - I feel better than I did at 31!! Happy Birthday to me!!
