Hello, everyone! I am back for a minute. I am finally on-line again, but this new computer is going elsewhere to get data transferred from the old one, and I don't know how long it will be gone.
I am now 5 weeks out, today, from the second surgery, and doing well!
Over the last week or two I have had a big jump in energy, both emotional and physical. While I still wear out quickly, it feels like I have more to start with. Emotionally, I had been feeling kind of flat, since finding out the spacer broke. Some of that was the effects of the anesthesia and pain meds I am sure, but some was just trauma. But I am feeling a definite return of emotional vitality and resilience, and it is delightful!
I had my follow up appointment with the surgeon yesterday, and it went very well. I had completed the 2 weeks of antibiotics due to concern about the incision. Apparently it looks wonderful now!

No signs of any problems whatsoever. I will have more blood work done in about a month, and return to the surgeon in 2 months. If all is well then, I will go 4 months before checking back in.
But I will tell you what. If they said I needed to come in every week even, to stay on top of it, I would not complain. I really don't EVER want to go through this again!
I was cleared to drive! I don't have to take the 2 aspirin every day anymore, and my stomach is grateful! I can immerse in water, oh boy bath tub here I come! I am cleared to do cardio, low impact and starting slowly of course! I can get a massage!
Still struggling with restless legs, but tonic with quinine is helping. Not going for meds yet, because I believe it is related to the surgery induced anemia and should improve. Meanwhile, while not the healthiest thing, I do like tonic and lime over ice, especially in this heat. My sleep patterns are way whacky still, which is okay while I am not working, but concerns me about when I go back.
Pain has improved a lot during the day time, but at night it is still a problem. Fortunately they agreed to another refill on the med that works. I think that will be the last time though.
I am going back to work Aug 1, half time for the first two weeks, and then will increase as I gain stamina. I have mixed feelings about it. Now that I am feeling better and not housebound, I kind of like being home. I have my little routines, and everything is just slow and mellow. Right how I need it to be right now. But, well, you know, bills. And I do miss doing my job, if not all the drama and stress that goes with it.
I share all this both because I am just so delighted to be at this point

and also to remind those of you in the midst of it, it does get better, and sooner than it seems like it will ! Thinking of you especially
@McDeeva !

Just keep taking it day by day, and hang in there, and before you know it "normal" will be within sight!
