Night 19: tried something new as I realised that my regular meds weren’t going to see me through the Scottish public holidays. (Everything closes down until January 3rd). So I doubled my Slow release meds, set up my new “Cryocuff” cooler and decided to pump cold water around my knee when I woke up during the night. This worked better than I expected and got through to 8.30 before having to take an Oxynorm. Today, I have managed to stretch out the time between meds by an hour or more. I wonder if I am turning the corner? I am still irritable and impatient as this all seems to be so slow. Movements are so difficult and doing anything with my knee feels as though I am trying to move sand within a straight-jacket. There is no give in the knee at all. It is not like a balloon, more like a large melon which could burst at any time!
My annoyance is also that my brain isn’t working. I can’t concentrate to read or do anything meaningful at all. Well enough complaining- maybe my next post will be more positive. Thank you for listening