I'm so sorry to hear you are struggling physically and emotionally. I empathize: for a long time, I felt like every step forward was followed immediately by a step backward!I’m so depressed today. I try so hard to stay positive but some days it’s so hard to be positive. Sometimes i feel i’ll never walk normally or without pain again.
Depression is such a common part of recovery that we have an article about it: Post op blues is a reality - be prepared for it. I know it's hard to do positive self-talk when you are feeling down about your recovery. Give yourself the grace to be sad. Then, treat yourself to something that makes you happy.
You will get through this. In the meantime, we are all here for you!
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Stiffness when you get up is normal too for several months, I still have it if I've sat for awhile on the couch. I'm 5+months post-op.