Well, I started this thread at the beginning of this journey and it's soon winding down: surgery is Wednesday. I'm frightened, but I'm so desperate to feel better. I'm often grumpy and touchy. Just today my touchiness led to an argument with my boyfriend. I also posted on the anesthesia thread that last week's hip class actually made me feel worse, even more frightened and with little confidence in the spinal. I wish I hadn't gone to the class. I guess if I don't feel confident in the spinal now I'll just have to go with the GA...ugh, I dread that. Still emotionally labile...cried off-and-on today.
On a more positive note, I have been setting up all of the things I plan to do post-surgery (because I view this as a wonderful opportunity to get lots accomplished...LOL). First up, watch all of the extended edition Lord of the Rings movies along with various other dvds from my collection, followed by some serious magazine reading and a bit of journaling and corresponding. Next, chatting with visiting friends and family and, finally, I'll practice applying some new eye shadow colors and make-up. See there, a very productive recuperation coming up! :biggrin: