Again thanks. Yea I’ve had MRIs and they have not been a big deal for me. The OS was indeed right in the room when I screamed at the third attempt to insert spinal. I had screamed “ this is torture”. I had yelled our “my left butt”twice. I tried to discuss this with my OS on 3/1/2022 and he did say “ I was not pleased”’ But that was it. I had a longer meeting today with pcp discussing the extreme issues with “charting” and referencing matters that I will not put on this site. There were two doc in the room today as I detailed this. As I said, things happen,
,but I absolutely DID bring the specific concerns regarding the traumatic spinal to my OS. But what I was not aware of is that it was in actual WRITING. I recognize that I have an element of PTSD regarding surgical matters at this point . I am planning to actually show the OS the notes tomorrow. Again I am quite versed in hospital matters but I never thought such lack of oversight would occur to me. It will be quite some time before I accept a surgical team without a full debriefing if that’s even possible. Again there is much I’m omitting here . I have a really good friend who has also worked critical care for decades and was charge of his unit. He will not submit to any surgery . Of course this is unwise and somehow those of us who have sustained verified medical trauma need advocates. But I do feel that by opening up, getting hard print records, and sharing them with extremely well respected doctors in a teaching capacity has helped. And certainly the information and camaraderie of this forum has helped me.