funkymuse
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Thank you @Josephine !!! And everyone!! I'm so amazed!!! From 60 to 'stuck at 82' after the first two surgeries; and then from 82 to 45 after the MUA on Feb 8th; and finally from 45 to 120 from Feb 8th to now!
Do you mind if I celebrate a little!!!???? WOO HOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!








Without you all... I don't know what I would have done.. gone insane possibly!!
Sunday, I had some tears come up regarding how hard I tried... I remember so many days I struggled to get to that stupid PT office and other appointments only to be belittled and told I wasn't working hard enough as I sat there in awful pain and swelling with not even a friendly caring word about how much I was hurting.
I even tried an acupuncture session and had to go up and down a huge flight of stairs to get to the guy and suffered so much even just sitting in his chair with the needles in me. I finally had to leave as I was in too much pain. It was dumb.. I was thinking. "I should be home with my leg up and iced - this is doing nothing." And then the days I went to work WAY too early in my recovery after the first 2 surgeries and struggled so hard. And then after the MUA my job threatening me with dismissal if I didn't get back there FULL TIME 2 weeks after!!! I was not READY - as some of you know and those days were even HARDER - but thank God for Tramadol!
I remember the 1st time I went to the last PT Gal who used the 'cupping' after my MUA - and as I came down from the appointment back to the car, I was just so emotional and shaking all over from pain and fear. In looking back, at all these episodes, I was indeed a trooper and I cried for all the suffering I did as I struggled in fear that I was going to be "permanently disabled the rest of my life if I didn't get to such and such a number by such and such a date!" Oh my God! What's wrong with these people! I'll say it again - how rude that was to say to a patient.. how hurtful to say that to someone who has been doing the best they can. It's just BS!!! USING FEAR to try and push someone DOES NOT HELP THE PATIENT! I feel that it's truly 'emotional abuse!!'
I'm positive that the hematoma really set me back quite a bit and the subsequent surgery to remove it possibly caused my kneecap to get stuck in place so that the MUA was needed. I have no idea if there was any so-called scar tissue but all that doesn't matter now. I'm just so glad to be here - I'm just pinching myself! Wow... this was truly some hard won ROM!!!
It's truly been quite a journey and I know it's not over yet...
135 here I come!

Do you mind if I celebrate a little!!!???? WOO HOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!








Without you all... I don't know what I would have done.. gone insane possibly!!
Sunday, I had some tears come up regarding how hard I tried... I remember so many days I struggled to get to that stupid PT office and other appointments only to be belittled and told I wasn't working hard enough as I sat there in awful pain and swelling with not even a friendly caring word about how much I was hurting.
I even tried an acupuncture session and had to go up and down a huge flight of stairs to get to the guy and suffered so much even just sitting in his chair with the needles in me. I finally had to leave as I was in too much pain. It was dumb.. I was thinking. "I should be home with my leg up and iced - this is doing nothing." And then the days I went to work WAY too early in my recovery after the first 2 surgeries and struggled so hard. And then after the MUA my job threatening me with dismissal if I didn't get back there FULL TIME 2 weeks after!!! I was not READY - as some of you know and those days were even HARDER - but thank God for Tramadol!
I remember the 1st time I went to the last PT Gal who used the 'cupping' after my MUA - and as I came down from the appointment back to the car, I was just so emotional and shaking all over from pain and fear. In looking back, at all these episodes, I was indeed a trooper and I cried for all the suffering I did as I struggled in fear that I was going to be "permanently disabled the rest of my life if I didn't get to such and such a number by such and such a date!" Oh my God! What's wrong with these people! I'll say it again - how rude that was to say to a patient.. how hurtful to say that to someone who has been doing the best they can. It's just BS!!! USING FEAR to try and push someone DOES NOT HELP THE PATIENT! I feel that it's truly 'emotional abuse!!'
I'm positive that the hematoma really set me back quite a bit and the subsequent surgery to remove it possibly caused my kneecap to get stuck in place so that the MUA was needed. I have no idea if there was any so-called scar tissue but all that doesn't matter now. I'm just so glad to be here - I'm just pinching myself! Wow... this was truly some hard won ROM!!!
It's truly been quite a journey and I know it's not over yet...
135 here I come!

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i really should read the link that Celle posted above. my p.t. explained it to me but i don't remember what she said.

