Breathe. Take a notepad. Write down all the recent occasions you could not stand up for longer than 10 minutes, that you couldn’t walk far without pain, that you would wake up in the night with a sharp pain and not be able to get back to sleep, that putting something as simple as socks on was a trial, that you cancelled events because you could not face a Social occasion when feeling rotten. That you couldn’t get down and bath the kids, or walk far with them....
Then think...., do you want another six months to a year of things getting worse not better?In six months time how do you want to be and what do you want to be doing? Then tell yourself the answer. I was freaking out pre op too but, deep down, I knew it was time...
Assuming you go ahead best of luck for tomorrow. Xx