Hi Celle,
I had a RTKR in 2013 but there was a malfunction of the implant from the very beginning, and I need to have it redone. It hurts all of the time and I can hardly bend it. When I sit in a chair, I have to stick out my leg because it won't bend down like it should. Last week I took a bad fall and hit my knee on the pavement so it is really hurting now. I had it x-rayed in the ER and apparently there is no fracture but it hurts even to touch it. I had a difficult time recovering from the first surgery so I am terrified to go through it again. The surgery was difficult on my whole system and I had to have my gallbladder removed shortly after the knee replacement and then I developed an infection in the salivary glands that was very painful. I think my whole system just went into shock or something from the knee replacement, at least that is my uneducated guess about ithe situation. I keep reading things here to try to bolster up my courage but so far have done nothing yet. I want to go to a new doctor but I don't trust anyone after what I went through. I have had numerous surgeries in my life and I know that even the best surgeon can have a bad outcome. I think it is just the luck of the draw and I haven't been very lucky.
Another concern is that I don't have anyone to help me after the surgery. I went to a wonderful convalescent hospital the first time but that option is not open to me now so that is a real problem. When I had the first knee surgery, which was a meniscus repair, I thought that I could go it alone at home but ended up falling and breaking my toes and hitting my head on the refrigerator when I was trying to get a glass of water so going it alone probably isn't the best idea. Convalescent hospitals are not, however, the best places to be as my dear friend died from MRSA that she contracted in one following a back surgery so I am indeed leery of them.
This site has been such a blessing to me. I am concerned that it won't be here when I finally get up the courage to have the second surgery. It provided far better support than my own doctor and his staff did. Thanks for the interest. I have been terribly depressed about the whole situation. Pam