things are still not getting better very fast. Now, I am getting unbelievably painful spasms on the back of my knee. It is like someone pressing a red hot iron there - very localized, definitely a spasm of some kind. The pain is only comparable to the first couple times they got me up after my abdominal hysterectomy -- like a white hot lightening bolt, can't breathe, can't think, can't move, think I am just a degree from passing out. Don't know why it happens, can be mid step, standing still, can happen once or a couple times in a row. I guess this is all because of the amount and type of damage there was to this knee vs the first.
Can still barely get out of bed myself more than once or twice an hour, can't put weight on the left leg until I get it directly under the me, the right hip is still weak and shaky from the stress I'm putting on it.
Just keeping telling myself: the worst is over, the worst is over, this will pass. it will pass