The one thing that's been keeping me awake at night has been the nagging worry that being on a horse will still hurt. I worried that all of this surgery has been for nothing. Even though I've been sitting in a saddle on a stand for ages, a stand is nowhere near as wide as a real horse...
On the weekend I went to a cross country clinic with my friends. After one of my friends had finished riding, I asked her if she would mind if I sat (just sitting..on a horse standing still) on her horse. Her 'pony' is way bigger and wider than mine, so I thought it could be a good test.
She agreed, we built a makeshift mounting block, and with much trepidation I got on...first test, normal mounting action...all good, no pain. Next test...sit down and let legs relax around the sides of the horse...it was this that had me in agony before surgery....I sat, relaxed, and burst into floods of tears! I've never been happier..there was NO PAIN!
Immediate celebration was required! Now I'm happy to patiently wait til I'm allowed to ride properly...confident that I'll be able to ride pain free and (hopefully) better than before! ;)