Hmmm, not sure if this is going to be a vent or a whine. I did promise early on that I'd try very hard not to whine...so maybe it just has to be a vent!
I'm coming up on 8 weeks post op now and in general things are going pretty well...BUT...pre-op my gait was almost normal, in fact I could still run. It was only when it came to riding that I found myself in crippling pain, so much so that I stopped altogether.
Fast forward to week 8 and I'm getting a bit grumpy about walking like someone who still has an arthritic hip (event thought I didnt pre-op). I'm not bad in a straight line on flat ground, but uneven or sloping ground sees me lurching like a drunken sailor. I'm grumpy that I'm still needing a cane or a crutch - I do NOT want to train my body to walk in that way so I use it...but I dont like it!! There's damage there that needs to heal, I know this, but I just hate that feeling of weakness in my gluts that makes me limp...
I was also starting to feel some muscular/tendon type pain in the front of my operated leg up near the groin, so I've cut right back on my exercises and have been trying to rest, ice and elevate as much as possible. As a result, that issue seems to be resolving, but the limp goes on.
So...I know I have more healing to do, my recovery will be what it is and nothing more...but can I just say I feel a bit like maybe I made a mistake. Pre surgery I was walking fine and not riding - now I'm not riding AND not walking very well at all.....

OK, maybe this is a whine. I think I have all that off my chest now, thanks for listening!