@Mojo333 Currently I work in a tanning salon. I have been working there since last December. It seems to work for me. Even during the busy tanning season I was able to have little breaks to sit when I needed to. And I have to say that some of my best customers would realize when I was having a rough day, and would help out when needed, and sanitize their own bed when they were done. I like what I do, but I realize it is not a long term solution. It's fun at times, and during tanning season I make good money from commissions, but this time of year I am not selling many packages so I'm relying on my basically part time salary to make ends meet. I didn't make much more money before the accident, but I did have the capability to work however many hours I needed to to take care of things.
My appointment at Vocational rehab went ok I think. They told me that they have 90 days to make a decision of whether I qualify for services or not. The first step was going in for my first appointment and answering 20 million questions about my life. Something about going over your entire adult life makes you question some of the decisions you have made. (on a side note: I had to explain to this person that I was actually fired from a job for replacing my bosses office chair with a toilet

I am honest if nothing else) The next step is that they have to obtain my medical records from both hospitals and the ortho office. If my medical records are not conclusive enough they will send me for a new evaluation. She did say normal practice was to send me back to the same surgeon who did my thr to find out what went wrong. I told her I didn't think that was a good idea since so far he had no interest in figuring out what happened. After the eval they have to see if I qualify financially for help. Then they will put all the pieces together and see if they think I am employable. If I qualify I will maybe get some classes to get my Microsoft certifications and then hopefully work in IT. If I don't qualify they will help me start the disability process. Meaning they will submit all material and records they have obtained so that I won't have to start from square one with that.
I am trying to remain hopeful, but I feel as if I am sitting in limbo while strangers decide my future.
On another interesting note: I still have muscle spasms, only now they are in my butt. And apparently very obvious to onlookers when it happens. I thought "well ok, this is happening, but atleast I am the only one who knows it's happening", but no, it's noticeable. My bff came to hang out at work one day, and she was all like "why is your butt twitching?" Thankfully it was a friend that said something. If that had been a customer I might would have died of embarrassment.