This is heartbreaking to read, I'm so sorry your journey has taken this turn.
Stories such as yours can't help but stir up emotion in all of us. It's a scenario that lives in the back of our minds, one we don't care to visit often, or at length.
I understand these situations are rare but also a reality for some. While it may feel you are walking this path alone just envision us on the sidelines, cheering you on in compassion with words of encouragement, prayer and hope for a brighter future. While it may not seem like it now.....this to shall pass.
Sending a warm hug and a reminder that we'll be here to encourage you in love with words of inspiration along the way.
A peaceful day to you.