Hey jen, I follow your thread and read your updates to keep my self motivated! I know the depression too, it got to me after awhile. It is a slow recovery, I keep thinking I should be doing and feeling better, then I remember I am only two months out from some very major stuff!! Everyone tells me I am doing very good, but I don't always feel that way! However, I did walk my dogs outside today around our trail in the field, it was snowing lovely big flakes and there was no wind so it was great!! I was slower than I would like to be but did not have much pain at all. I walk with my trekking pole to steady me!! Then I went to Walmart with hubby and walked around the store but when I got done, yikes stiff in the backs of my knees like crazy!!! Now here I sit with my ice pack, wishing I could get up and do some housework but know it will have to wait...!
The bad thing like Karri said for you is you just started getting better to the point of being normal and now you are back to square one. That would depress just about anybody I think!! But hang in there girl....you hav no where to go now but up!!!