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@arizonaone I feel for you First suggestion.... get on your knees (yeah sure) and pray. Boy how much do I wish I could still do that, drop to my knees I mean, but I still can pray which I will do for you.
I sincerely do wish that I had a suggestion for your pain. There are more experienced people on here that can help you with that. I would however call ANYONE that might be able to get you those pills and I do mean ANYONE!!!
I do also know that sometimes life sucks. I sometimes feel like I have had my share of it and a couple of other peoples' too. I'll tell you a quick story.
Years ago I was in ToysRUs Christmas shopping. I had just started having trouble with my knee, pain, couldn't walk more in small stores, etc. Feeling sorry for myself I heard a lady in the aisle next to me say "they just figured out that it is a tumor in his brain. Yes, there is cancer. He is just 7 this month." I almost cried. Here I was in my late 50's crying about my knee pain and here was this little guy, just beginning his life and he and his family were about to watch it end. Kind of put things in perspective for me. I try to remember that once in awhile when I get out my mini-violin.
Will that help your pain? No. And I don't know how old you are. All I do know is what I have to keep saying to myself is that you WILL get through this. There will be a day when you get to walk like a normal person again. I wish I knew your real name for when I pray for you but I'm sure that God will know who arizonaone is. HA!
Oh, and have fun with your extra special shower tonight and again in the morning.

thinking of you and will be looking forward to hearing about your surgery in a few days when you can get on here again.