I’m so sorry you are so scared and upset.
At 5 weeks post op everything you just described is par for the course. You are NOT a failure, you are recovering from a very major surgery that is going to take approximately 52 weeks (one year) and you are now 5 weeks.
I used my cane for MONTHS.
I cried lots!!
https://bonesmart.org/forum/threads/post-op-blues-is-a-reality-be-prepared-for-it.7591/
I was also terrified of falling.
I felt like most people didn’t understand.
I also felt like a failure because I didn’t recover within the unrealistic timeframe I expected.
Try to calm down and don’t be so hard on yourself. We here at Bonesmart do understand and we are here for you.
At 5 weeks post op everything you just described is par for the course. You are NOT a failure, you are recovering from a very major surgery that is going to take approximately 52 weeks (one year) and you are now 5 weeks.
I used my cane for MONTHS.
I cried lots!!
https://bonesmart.org/forum/threads/post-op-blues-is-a-reality-be-prepared-for-it.7591/
I was also terrified of falling.
I felt like most people didn’t understand.
I also felt like a failure because I didn’t recover within the unrealistic timeframe I expected.
Try to calm down and don’t be so hard on yourself. We here at Bonesmart do understand and we are here for you.