Well, I didn't fire my PT. I thought I could work with him. I told him I was swollen and painful after PT, so he just gave me a massage. That was last Tuesday. I also mentioned I was afraid of lunges at this stage, and he said, "Oh, that's way down the road." so I felt reassured.
Today I saw him and he was pushing on both flexion and extension, insisting I had to get to certain numbers. I was 122 flexion and -2 extension. He said he wants to push for 135 next time. My response was, "No way." So by the end of the session he said I should be at 125 and 0. I just shook my head the whole time. He asked me to do a bridge, which turned into 30 reps for reasons he never did explain. I did a few. he gave me an easier balance posture after I explained that between my si joint problems and my chronically enflamed ankle, I thought balance on the surgical leg was too much. He kept telling me things might hurt, but he would make it feel better with massage. I felt like a petulant child the whole time and nearly cried.
I also told him after PT or a walk, I had to ice. I said I love the ice for its pain relief properties. He told me I should not be icing for 45 minutes at a time because I was reducing blood flow to the knee needed for faster healing. He said I should do less of it--20 minutes max. So now I'm confused about icing.
I know I said I would quit, so don't feel like I have the right to vent. I guess I don't want to be tabled "the bad patient" in case I need him for something else. It almost impossible to find a sole practitioner who takes medicare, and he has been good up until now.
Anyway, thanks for the space to get my thoughts down. It's my own fault.