I've had generals before and I always wake up in excruciating pain (especially last time when I had spinal surgery) so having seen my husband with a spinal and sedation for his THR, I was thinking it looked like a pretty good idea. Unfortunately I was so scared and psychologically scarred from the pain of the spinal and the failed epidurals before, I worked myself up into a near melt-down coming in to surgery. It really was the only thing I was afraid of. I was going to ask the anesthetist to give me a sedative before he even began the spinal, I had the speech in my head practiced perfect so I could tell him whilst I was lying on the gurney outside the theatre. I was ready for push-back and I wasn't going to take no for an answer.
He walked in with my chart in hand and announced that since I'd had previous spinal surgery he wouldn't do a spinal for this, I would be having a general. Let the wind out of my sails. Hadn't foreseen that possibility.
As usual, woke up after surgery in horrible pain. After the fact I'm braver - I should have asked if there was any way he'd consider a spinal.