AlbinoRaven
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- Joined
- Feb 9, 2013
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- Age
- 37
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- United States
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- Male
Hey all! Finally back home, had a Birmingham on Monday and I was discharged today. It got rough at times, I have social anxiety and all the nurses buzzing around pushed me a bit more than I am used to (especially since I can't do a lot of things now, like put socks on, reach for chargers, etc.). The worst part was generally my paranoia (in tune with my anxiety) about my pain meds. They pulled back and only gave them when I asked for them, but I was so anxious about asking for them or seeming like a drug addict that I skipped them and got myself in trouble a few times. That is one of the reasons I really wanted to go home, my mother and one of the doctors (out of 4) suggested I move to skilled nursing because I live up 2 flights of stairs, but the physical therapist really worked with me and it was no problem (other than the 96 degree temperatures).
Right now I am finally home and I am loving it. I just need to get used to how to sit in my couch properly, I think one of the cushions has sunk to one side and I am at risk of going past the 90 degrees so I'll try propping myself up with pillows. Still anxious in general, but its nice to be in familiar surroundings and not have the hustle and bustle around me at all times (certainly will help me sleep, I've been sleeping well I just wake up with pain or from the nurses taking vitals).
Last night was really bad because instead of asking for pain meds at the 4 hour mark like I was prescribed, I waited till the 5th hour (when I usually hit a 4/10) but fell asleep and woke up in a 9/10. It took a few hours but I got back on track. I just can't beat/understand this anxiety about my pills, like I have to prove something. Hopefully since I'm home that will be much better. I read the article about it, but I know its not my fear of becoming an addict, its something else.
Now I just need to deal with getting to two doctors appointments within the next 3 weeks, and I lose my back-up driver on Sunday. I'm sure I'll find a solution. I have paid time off (it eats my vacation time and sick leave, but you gotta do what you gotta do) so that's very nice.
My inflammation disorder is going hog wild though, the general practitioner did some research and stated "you're going to have above average inflammation which means you're going to have more pain and more swelling to control", so at least I'm not starting out on a bad foot! But it feels way too good to be at home again! Thank you all for all the information and help deciding on this, it took a lot to get here but it seems worth while (can't wait for airport security!).
Raven
Right now I am finally home and I am loving it. I just need to get used to how to sit in my couch properly, I think one of the cushions has sunk to one side and I am at risk of going past the 90 degrees so I'll try propping myself up with pillows. Still anxious in general, but its nice to be in familiar surroundings and not have the hustle and bustle around me at all times (certainly will help me sleep, I've been sleeping well I just wake up with pain or from the nurses taking vitals).
Last night was really bad because instead of asking for pain meds at the 4 hour mark like I was prescribed, I waited till the 5th hour (when I usually hit a 4/10) but fell asleep and woke up in a 9/10. It took a few hours but I got back on track. I just can't beat/understand this anxiety about my pills, like I have to prove something. Hopefully since I'm home that will be much better. I read the article about it, but I know its not my fear of becoming an addict, its something else.
Now I just need to deal with getting to two doctors appointments within the next 3 weeks, and I lose my back-up driver on Sunday. I'm sure I'll find a solution. I have paid time off (it eats my vacation time and sick leave, but you gotta do what you gotta do) so that's very nice.
My inflammation disorder is going hog wild though, the general practitioner did some research and stated "you're going to have above average inflammation which means you're going to have more pain and more swelling to control", so at least I'm not starting out on a bad foot! But it feels way too good to be at home again! Thank you all for all the information and help deciding on this, it took a lot to get here but it seems worth while (can't wait for airport security!).
Raven