Thank you,
@Jamie. Your response is very helpful. I am very concerned about the limp myself. It feels like the surgical leg is uncomfortably longer the other one. My PT said he can’t take accurate measurements yet because of the swelling and lack of range of motion.
I responded that when the leg is at it full length with no swelling, it might be even longer! This doesn’t make me happy. I know that the surgical leg was slightly longer after the first surgery. I read that it might be even longer after a revision. Ugh! And, ye, the other knee needs to be done too. It’s the same degree of bone on bone arthritis as the surgical knee.
In fact, I chose that knee ( right) to be operated on first. I canceled that surgery out of fear and when I booked it a second time, I asked the first surgeon if I could switch knees because I had a meniscus tear on the left knee. He said it wouldn’t matter because both knees are equally bad. That’s how I ended up doing the left knee first. Both the original surgeon and the revision surgeon said it’s possible that having had one knee done could improve the other knee enough to not have surgery.
If that’s the case, I don’t want to be uneven. I did a very unscientific measure, standing on one leg at a time, pencil skimming my head to mark the wall, like one does with a little kid to chart their growth, and the difference was about 1 1/3 inches. I looked that up and it’s A LOT!!! Unscientific, I reiterate, but now I’m so scared of everything and seem to be looking on the dark side of things, the discrepancy, albeit, likely inaccurate, depresses me. I will work with my PT on my gait. Limping is not walking. Wow! That hit me in a way I hadn’t considered. I doubt, from the pain I have in the no surgical knee, that I will get away without having it replaced. If so, I hope that fixes the discrepancy in length. But I am SO SCARED to do this again!!! More kvetching and word vomit. Sorry. And thank you again for your comment. It is very helpful and gives me a lot to think about and act on.