Thank you Helizabug for the podcast suggestions! I agree: 1619 was exceptional. My heart bleeds as yours does ("liberally") so I'm eager to explore your suggestions.
Knee update: I saw my surgeon's physician's assistant on the 21st for my first post-op check up and I "passed"! He was happy with extension, flexion, reduction in swelling, the incision, and my pain medication protocol.
Many of us (self-included) struggle with the whole walker vs. cane issue because we don't see ourselves as people who need devices to help us with something as simple as walking. (Ha! Walking is not simple.) I'm still using my walker because the few times I tried the cane with my therapist I shortened my stride and took these tiny mincing steps. She immediately said to stick with the walker and focus on walking naturally. My surgeon's PA said the same thing when I found myself sort of apologizing to him for still using the walker. He said it's much better to emphasize safety, confident balance, and a good gait than to hurry up and transition to a cane.
I know many of us have experienced healthcare providers who want to push us faster than is good for us, so this is a little shout out to those providers who have their priorities straight!
Last year (left knee) my OS gave me permission to swim at 5 weeks post-op. I'm not scheduled to see the PA again until April 13, so I asked him how I could get him or someone else to evaluate my incision earlier and give a greenlight to swimming. He said I could take pictures of my incision, call the office, and they would give me a cell phone where I could send the pictures! He would review the pictures and then provide an assessment. I thought that was very cool.
I can't wait to be back in the pool so I have marked my calendar for picture taking at five weeks! Water is good for all body parts--including the brain!
On the 20th, the last day of in-home PT, the therapist measured me at 0 degrees extension and 95 degrees flexion. I was able to do a few step-ups with my right leg, and it felt good to see that I am beginning to weight bear with my new knee.
My flexion journey for the right knee is completely different from the left knee -- for the left, I just squeaked to 90 degrees at 9 weeks post op. Admins have said this often here at Bonesmart, my surgeon said it, other Bonesmarties have said their surgeons say the same thing -- every knee is different.
If you are struggling right now, and maybe thinking "Why isn't my knee bending like that??!!", I feel your frustration. Last year I had many tears of frustration, disappointment, and worry about what I saw as lack of progress in my left knee. Please be patient with yourself and your new knee and come to Bonesmart to vent. This recovery takes time, and you and your knee deserve all the time you need. Resist any suggestion that "No pain means no gain."
Perhaps the best part of yesterday was lunch after the visit to the doctor. My husband took us to a wonderful restaurant where we had a relaxing lunch -- tomato soup and grilled cheese, two of the greatest comfort foods ever! It felt good to be out of the house doing a normal people activity.