POD17: the good: I finally had a stretch of sleep about 4 hours after having memory foam topper put on mattress. And maybe another hour after. I’ve been sleeping with my Aircast brand cryocuff running all night and foot elevated above heart, other than the times I attempt side lying for tailbone relief. At my 2 week check my surgeon asked if I had a cryocuff - clearly he is a fan of them. And I had my first shower today. I was exhausted after. My heart goes out to people who live alone and/or have shoulder or other body part issues to further challenge basic mobility.
The bad: my quads still won’t fire properly. I can engage them when leg straight (on bed) enough to move the kneecap. It stings a bit. But I’m no where close to being able to extend my foot in sitting. I still need to use my hand or cane to move my foot. My kneecap seems to not be stuck - I can move it around with my hands.
Walking - I have trouble with heel-toe walking because:
1. Knee doesn’t bend well - my best guess is 70 degrees if I push it to the point of discomfort. The actual comfort range is probably only about 30-40.
2. I have no strength to extend my foot to land on my heel. It takes so much effort.
Prior to surgery I had strong quads. They are wasting away in front of my very eyes
My knee is so swollen all the time. It doesn’t go down at night. I never sit with it down. I wear compression hose 24/7. I put foot straight up a wall sometimes. None of it seems to help. I do basically no housework or cooking, dishes, etc (maybe only make cup of tea or reheat something). As soon as the ice comes off it goes red and warm. (No sign of infection otherwise and my most recent bloodwork came back looking good. The CRP went down as it should by this point).
I am trying to be positive but my last PT cautioned about a 2 week window to get 90 degrees (yeah I know!). And I have a new appt coming up with outpatient PT…and I have half a mind to cancel because I’m scared of getting pushed and it just blowing up more. Plus I’m wanting my incision to be a bit better healed. I don’t like the cracks I could see in it, so I put a bandage on it today after my shower. It didn’t look like it was draining, but I just don’t like like that I can see the split with fresh granulation tissue.
I am really scared of this knee getting stiff and this inflammation never going away. I need ROM for everything I love to do - Xc ski, bike, yoga, work (involves squatting and kneeling sometimes). I’m hardly doing anything but it is still so angry. I quit trying the foot peddler as I wonderedif it was the cause - it doesn’t feel good, it is uncomfortable. But PT said I need to do 5 minutes every 2 hours to get the swelling inside joint out. That the knee needs movement. But movement of any kind seems to make it blow up.
(Edited to add: at this rate I can’t imagine being back to work by 12 weeks. The disability management team have already contacted me and I haven’t returned the call as I just can’t face it…)