clovergirl59
member
- Joined
- Aug 19, 2012
- Messages
- 179
- Age
- 65
- Gender
- Female
Wow I read about the blues when I first came here and today I have them. Didn't really think it would happen to me. I am the glass is half full, look on the bright side kind of person. Not today! PT was tough but not horrible yesterday. I am a bit puffy and stiff today so I have been icing all morning. I guess I am just frustrated that I am not making as much progress as they think that I should. Tomorrow will be 4 weeks since my surgery. I got to 90 degrees pushing it, 80-85 on my own and went from 14 to 6 on straightening. They tell me that my quads are extremely weak and my hamstring is very tight. I just want the stupid thing to bend and straighten like it should without hurting so dang much! I really don't hurt much except when doing PT and they are being really good about stopping when I say stop. I just want to get back to normal NOW. I don't like this weepy feeling, it is not ME. I know that only bonesmarties will understand how I am feeling today. Thanks for letting me vent.