beachlady2
junior member
Not looking for comments or encouragement -- -- just a place to vent feelings of anxiety. Have 4 weeks to go -- and have been experiencing big mood swings-- from being committed to surgery to feelings of what the heck am I doing this for? Went for a walk around the bay last week, and did 2 spin classes--am going to the beach this weekend. Not being able to do those things for many many months to come is terrifying-- along with prospect of being a prisoner at home with a husband who is a pain.
I know so many of you have assured me that it's worth it in the long run, but not sure I can sustain myself with that thought.. I'm trying to prepare things to help with recovery -- will be purchasing a cold therapy device- (hospital doesn't provide and medicare/secondary doesn't pay); will buy a kindle for mindless entertainment and keeping in touch via email, and have some home care lined up. Hope that will be enough.
Anyway -- thanks for letting me vent -- I feel better/-
SarasotaLady
LTKR March 4 . 2013
I know so many of you have assured me that it's worth it in the long run, but not sure I can sustain myself with that thought.. I'm trying to prepare things to help with recovery -- will be purchasing a cold therapy device- (hospital doesn't provide and medicare/secondary doesn't pay); will buy a kindle for mindless entertainment and keeping in touch via email, and have some home care lined up. Hope that will be enough.
Anyway -- thanks for letting me vent -- I feel better/-
SarasotaLady
LTKR March 4 . 2013