Hi everyone!
Must start by admitting that I have read a lot on this forum the last couple of days trying to convince myself that everything is fine, recovery wise. I'm a bit over whelmed by all the kindness and willingness to listen on this forum, It's amazing.
My journey started a little over 5 weeks ago, on February 15th, when I had a LTHR done via direct lateral approach (gluteus meduis and vastis lateralis was cut). Apparently I was 'petit' because they had to use mild force to get the femur head out of its socket. Everything else was normal. Nausea from the pain killers post-op, standing beside bed a couple of hours after surgery, walking with sticks and going home day after surgery.
2 days later something happened. All of a sudden i couldn't lift my leg to get in bed och even lift it more than 2 cm above the floor (both of which I could do previously). I also developed a really big nice hematoma originating from the op-wound (around the location of the trochanter) and stretching all along my groin. I didn't feel anything when it occurred, suddenly I just wasn't able to get into bed, not even with help (lifting the leg was just not possible due to the pain). I was terrified! Since it was Saturday I reach out to the hospital on Monday but the nurse made me feel a bit stupid for worrying since It was so soon upon surgery and since I did no longer take long-term pain killers (I was not subscribed any).
Since this incident I have fallen deeper and deeper into 'the black hole' (hence my nickname ;)). Basically I'm worried that I will never walk normally again. I still have a massive limp if I'm trying to walk without crutches (which I don't), I am not able to stand on one leg, my vastus lateralis seems to be completely dead. I am still very swollen/stiff from the op wound and along the groin. I have been doing the basic rehab exercises and walking, thats it.
However, I do ice and elevate since I found this forum and it's actually makes a difference, if only for a short while and fist thing in the morning it also feels better. I also see a PT and I know I should give it time, but It's hard. I also know that my blues isn't making it better...
Sorry for rambling, but feels good trying to put words on my feelings.
Must start by admitting that I have read a lot on this forum the last couple of days trying to convince myself that everything is fine, recovery wise. I'm a bit over whelmed by all the kindness and willingness to listen on this forum, It's amazing.
My journey started a little over 5 weeks ago, on February 15th, when I had a LTHR done via direct lateral approach (gluteus meduis and vastis lateralis was cut). Apparently I was 'petit' because they had to use mild force to get the femur head out of its socket. Everything else was normal. Nausea from the pain killers post-op, standing beside bed a couple of hours after surgery, walking with sticks and going home day after surgery.
2 days later something happened. All of a sudden i couldn't lift my leg to get in bed och even lift it more than 2 cm above the floor (both of which I could do previously). I also developed a really big nice hematoma originating from the op-wound (around the location of the trochanter) and stretching all along my groin. I didn't feel anything when it occurred, suddenly I just wasn't able to get into bed, not even with help (lifting the leg was just not possible due to the pain). I was terrified! Since it was Saturday I reach out to the hospital on Monday but the nurse made me feel a bit stupid for worrying since It was so soon upon surgery and since I did no longer take long-term pain killers (I was not subscribed any).
Since this incident I have fallen deeper and deeper into 'the black hole' (hence my nickname ;)). Basically I'm worried that I will never walk normally again. I still have a massive limp if I'm trying to walk without crutches (which I don't), I am not able to stand on one leg, my vastus lateralis seems to be completely dead. I am still very swollen/stiff from the op wound and along the groin. I have been doing the basic rehab exercises and walking, thats it.
However, I do ice and elevate since I found this forum and it's actually makes a difference, if only for a short while and fist thing in the morning it also feels better. I also see a PT and I know I should give it time, but It's hard. I also know that my blues isn't making it better...
Sorry for rambling, but feels good trying to put words on my feelings.