Aww, I'm so sorry. First...a big warm hug to you. Major surgery is anxiety producing and frightening. It's too bad you watched the video because you can't un-see it. Please know we all were fearful to varying degrees as we made the decision to schedule surgery, also while waiting for our date to arrive. We understand through personal experience. We're here to console, encourage and support one another so stick with us, we'll be here for you.
I was terrified myself and remember it well. I cried myself to sleep many a night, so I understand. I haven't regretted the surgery for one minute. It took away my pain and gave me my life back.
I wasn't in constant pain either. Rarely took any OTC meds mainly because I don't like them. Getting in and out of my vehicle, especially out, was super painful, as was trying to turn in bed. But I could sit for hours and not know anything was wrong. We all progress differently. However, I've only ever read here how painful a hip collapse is and I certainly wouldn't want to risk that.
The odds are in your favor that you'll do well. The great majority do very well and those are the stories you're not reading here because they're back living life again.
Sometimes we simply take a chance in hopes of a better life. No one goes into this surgery without fear, anxiety or reservation. No one wants to lose their natural hip. But it's no longer serving you well. You can let doubts rule while suffering discomfort or you can commit to a procedure that will most likely give you a better quality of life. Joint replacement surgery is one of the most prevalent surgeries performed worldwide. The outcomes of these surgeries have become excellent based on a number of techniques changing over the years. The implants are durable and long lasting, with longevity much greater than before, offering an increase in the likelihood you'll never have to experience this procedure again.
The choice is yours. Continue to struggle physically and emotionally or bravely move forward holding a brighter future as your focus.
Wishing you comfort, mental clarity and peace of mind as you contemplate all.
@Gretelin