beachcomber
post-grad
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I had the most amazing day. I am back at work, supposedly "part-time -- as tolerated". Last week was 52 hours....and I paid for it ..... but that was another story.
*This* week I am trying to plan smarter and not over-do it.
And something happened today that was absolutely amazing....
At the end of my first period class, after spending the 58 minutes walking around the class coordinating a lesson on the science of flavor and taste---
I suddenly realized that I hadn't thought about my knee or my back for the whole entire class period! It didn't hurt! I felt "normal" and without pain for the first time since my PKR and back surgery. And for way before that too....
It was the greatest feeling in the world!
Mind you--- it didn't last the whole day and by the time I got home I was ready for a pain pill---- but I see it as a glimpse into my future and I am so glad I have my new knee.
I saw some new posts today from some folks who were worried and questioning whether it was worth doing---- from my perspective---
YES! YES! YES!
That new knee just glides along. I can (and did) walk all the way around the school today without pain in my knee. It has been (and will continue to be for a while, I know)long, hard work and has been painful. But worth it? You bet!
For me and for my life I am confident I will get back to doing the things I had lost that bring me joy.
So, that was my day today. Later this week (or maybe tomorrow!) I will probably be back to whimpering and whining again--- but for today it is all good.
I wish you ALL a day like mine soon!
*This* week I am trying to plan smarter and not over-do it.
And something happened today that was absolutely amazing....
At the end of my first period class, after spending the 58 minutes walking around the class coordinating a lesson on the science of flavor and taste---
I suddenly realized that I hadn't thought about my knee or my back for the whole entire class period! It didn't hurt! I felt "normal" and without pain for the first time since my PKR and back surgery. And for way before that too....
It was the greatest feeling in the world!
Mind you--- it didn't last the whole day and by the time I got home I was ready for a pain pill---- but I see it as a glimpse into my future and I am so glad I have my new knee.
I saw some new posts today from some folks who were worried and questioning whether it was worth doing---- from my perspective---
YES! YES! YES!
That new knee just glides along. I can (and did) walk all the way around the school today without pain in my knee. It has been (and will continue to be for a while, I know)long, hard work and has been painful. But worth it? You bet!
For me and for my life I am confident I will get back to doing the things I had lost that bring me joy.
So, that was my day today. Later this week (or maybe tomorrow!) I will probably be back to whimpering and whining again--- but for today it is all good.
I wish you ALL a day like mine soon!