Tiare
junior member
And of course, after writing all about the positives in my last update, I had a bit of a meltdown last night. I've just been trying so hard to focus on the positive, but got irrationally upset at being stuck downstairs yesterday. I’m just so reliant on my partner and housemate for everything (even with the progress I’m making) and hate knowing how much stress that's bringing to their lives, even if they swear that they're happy to help.
I also quit a really toxic job right before my surgery—which was the right decision—but I think I'm just feeling really isolated as I enter this next period of recovery, where I feel more mentally “with it," but am still slowly progressing physically. After reading lots of threads on here, I knew to expect some blues, but it's still just hard when it hits unexpectedly.
I also quit a really toxic job right before my surgery—which was the right decision—but I think I'm just feeling really isolated as I enter this next period of recovery, where I feel more mentally “with it," but am still slowly progressing physically. After reading lots of threads on here, I knew to expect some blues, but it's still just hard when it hits unexpectedly.