Ok, so I was thinking last night, how far I've come, how scared I was. How grateful i am to have found this forum and the people on it. i also was reflecting on how most of those who were here before me had dropped way back in posting as they hurt less and moved more. They got back to life (the plan). And yes, how I was doing that too. So, the point of my little paragraph primarily is to say, as I know many of them don't post but still read, THANK YOU. Before they all evaporate in to the air of the real world they live in...thank you. I don't know if years from now we all will really cross paths or not, but you all were certainly put in my path as a gift of God to help me through one of the biggest events of my life and for that I am grateful. I won't list names because I fear forgeting some one, (remember, when they do our knees we're sure they must take part of our brain too). The one name I'll mention in Miss Josephine. Your love exudes and Christ's love show. My life is moving along and so I find myself posting less as well. Anyway, newbies, They heal, they really do and you will be so grateful to be on the other side.