Hi Kathy,
Welcome to the forum. It is a shock and there is every reason for you to feel as you do. It is a completely understandable reaction. Once you get your head around it all (and this is a great site to help you do that) , I wouldn't be surprised if some of the emotion is pure relief. As others have said the whole process is a rollercoaster and sometimes the positives and negatives are just a mash of emotional energy. Cry and rant when you need to and don't try too hard to analyse why or if you should be feeling like that. Over the following months your emotions are likely to be on high alert. That is just the way it is. I had my op in October, my progress is slow; but it is definitely a big plus to get rid of the arthritic pain and to be improving rather than deteoriating.
All the best
Gizmo
Welcome to the forum. It is a shock and there is every reason for you to feel as you do. It is a completely understandable reaction. Once you get your head around it all (and this is a great site to help you do that) , I wouldn't be surprised if some of the emotion is pure relief. As others have said the whole process is a rollercoaster and sometimes the positives and negatives are just a mash of emotional energy. Cry and rant when you need to and don't try too hard to analyse why or if you should be feeling like that. Over the following months your emotions are likely to be on high alert. That is just the way it is. I had my op in October, my progress is slow; but it is definitely a big plus to get rid of the arthritic pain and to be improving rather than deteoriating.
All the best
Gizmo