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I am still dealing with horrid RLS, now during the day as well. I have Gabapentin being delivered this afternoon, God willing, which I am pinning maybe too much hope onto. I was up all last night when I finally crashed and then woke up swimming and stretching that leg again around 9am. Wish I could say I felt rested, but I just feel sick. I'm still recovering from Covid and my surgeon is concerned I'm not doing his exercises. Well, glad I'm not a people-pleaser, because I just want to get rest and less pain, not make him happy! Oh yes, I forgot to mention this sleep-deprivation and hobbling around makes me a "bit" grumpy☹ I have decided that I won't be getting the other knee done- not worth it! This was the worst one, anyway.
The hospital is probably going to be sending my husband home today (he has asthma, so the Covid made him crash and he's been in the hospital these past two weeks). He'll be on oxygen, he's a messy person and we live in a small home, so I'm looking at needing to let go of more than my kitties' hair lying around! I'm praying for giving grace to him!!
I feel like such a nasty, spoiled brat for dreading him coming home, because he'll be needing help as well and I have no energy to offer.
Obviously, just needed to vent because I know someone out there may understand. Hoo boy, sleep deprivation is ugly-amiright?