Fiona444
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I am in the exact same mind-set that you are Fiona44! I will be walking and feel totally normal, and then I think "why on earth would I go in for a major surgery??". But I do have to admit that it's gotten much worse lately - it really is depressing to me and I feel like I'm just sliding down into this action (surgery) whether I want to, or not.
Sorry, I'm sure this response isn't very helpful - just the difficult way I've been feeling.
That is hugely helpful to know I am not the only one who feels this way. I am able to walk miles often but then I know how bad it can get when suddenly I am scared to put my foot down for fear of the shooting pains or I am struggling to get in the car or go up the stairs. It is not the same every day which is so confusing. Have you set your date?