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I'm a day out and not sleeping. I keep reading about "post-op blues". Well, I'm having "pre-op blues". It's all I think about now, and I'm a nervous wreck. You know that feeling you get in your stomach when you're doing something like being up high and petrified of heights, etc? I have that feeling almost all day now. I'm even a bit teary eyed and feel like I just want to cancel. I suppose this is normal, but it's still difficult and no fun. I have some things left to do later today, but I wish I had a ton of stuff to do to keep me busy and my mind off Tuesday. I'm going to try to get some sleep, if I can. I'm hoping they're doing my surgery early Tuesday, I'll know sometime today when they call me with my surgery time. As bad as I am already, I don't want to have to wait around all day Tuesday for a late time. This is not fun!