Ahhhh......I ended up going, I am such a goody-two-shoes sometimes!
But I am glad I did. Each visit get's me closer to goal. My goal is to get my muscles so strong that I won't want to stop when my prescription runs out in 5 weeks. I want to make sure to get that addiction back so I will join a gym. I want to feel invincible again like I did 10 years ago when I was an athlete!
10 years ago, I bought a tanning salon------that's when I got too comfy in my cushy job, and stopped running. I let the girls from MSU run the place, while I day-traded stocks on the computer. It was fun, but I sold the place after a few years. I can't allow myself to get too comfy like that again, because it's too hard to get the drive back again to work out, once you let go!
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