@sistersinhim thank you for your encouragement. I hope everything will go well. I admit I'm a bit concerned about the kneecap's cartilage.. but we'll see what they find and are able to do.
I know I can deal with it, it's just the fact that I haven't had full mobility for more than a year now..
But I know that many people go through a lot worse.. so I'll try to stay strong and positive.
By the way, I don't know whether you remember some swelling I had on my RTKR.. which I was told it was a bit of "fat" which appeared after a wrong exercise with a PT. Well, it turns out it's tendinitis (!) I'm being treated for it (I changed PT), someone who's specialized in repairing them (with a method called EPI) and it's started to work.. he said it will take a few weeks for the pain to go and maybe a few months for the swelling to go.. but it will happen.
I have learnt a few things on this journey after many mistakes or wrong diagnosis (my mistakes too!)
1) if you are not sure about following what your PT is saying because your body is telling you otherwise.. trust your body FIRST
2) Be aware that surgeons don't always agree between them about diagnosis and treatment.. the same goes for the PTs
So after comparing different views, trust again your body signals and your gut..
That's my two cents.. but that's what I am learning after several mistakes on the way..
This didn't mean to be so long..lol
Thanks for reading.
Enjoy your weekend.
Mariposa