sunshine
graduate
Ok I spoke to the Doc and he said I would be on antibiotics before and after surgery anyway but to check with a dentist about having an infection which I don't think it is....
So now I have to reschedule my pre opt mamo and ekg ect which I xl yesterday out of fear. My heart is doing the cha cha cha the last few days and i know I can't be under any more stress then I am now. And I have had this before with stress. OMG I feel like I am falling apart at the seams here and I thought I had it together...I have like three weeks yet and at this rate I will stroke out.
God am I a baby or what? I have everything to look forward to by having this hip replaced..like walking, no walker, no wheel chair..independence again. I should be fine with this what the heck is happening to me now????
I had a gall baladder taken out last year and drove home the next day from the hospital.....I was fine Why am I so scared now?? The pain has to go...it has to go. Surgery is a good thing even if it is dangerous it is better then a chair...I am a basket case.
So now I have to reschedule my pre opt mamo and ekg ect which I xl yesterday out of fear. My heart is doing the cha cha cha the last few days and i know I can't be under any more stress then I am now. And I have had this before with stress. OMG I feel like I am falling apart at the seams here and I thought I had it together...I have like three weeks yet and at this rate I will stroke out.
God am I a baby or what? I have everything to look forward to by having this hip replaced..like walking, no walker, no wheel chair..independence again. I should be fine with this what the heck is happening to me now????
I had a gall baladder taken out last year and drove home the next day from the hospital.....I was fine Why am I so scared now?? The pain has to go...it has to go. Surgery is a good thing even if it is dangerous it is better then a chair...I am a basket case.