Hi @Leahdp I see you tagged Jo...you've probably noticed, but just in case you haven't, Jo resides in the U.K. and I'm guessing her time is approx 6 hrs ahead of Central time, so its unlikely she'll be back on the forum this evening. I'm sorry you're feeling down. I do understand. I'm sure I'd feel the same. The prospect of a revision surgery isn't something any of us want to endure, but don't lose sight of the fact you may not have to. It's still unwritten. If it becomes necessary, you'll deal with it and get through it as many do. We'll be of support no matter what. Stop by often, we'll be here. We care. Sending a warm hug and a prayer for your comfort and peace of mind.