Thank you all for thinking that I am such a trooper! I hate to tell you guys, but my pre-op anxiety for my first surgery was through the roof. I cried at the drop of a hat, worried constantly whether or not I was doing the right thing, was petrified that the surgery wouldn't take and I would be in even worse pain than beforehand, and even questioned my OS if there was any chance of my surgery being cancelled due to some random circumstance. He even promised me that he would be in the area at the time of my surgery and wasn't going anywhere by plane! I think a lot of it was due to the fact that I didn't know what to expect, that I was going out of work and didn't want the short term disability company to think I was lying to them if the surgery somehow got postponed, and was terrified that if it did get postponed somehow that I would be sent back to work, even though I was in excruciating pain (which I also expressed to my OS). As I said in my pre-op post, I used two weeks of vacation time prior to my surgery because commuting to work and being there was becoming harder and harder for me, and I was not allowed to work from home (even though I am completely set up to do so because I do it every other Saturday).
Since I discovered this site and learned that I am not alone with my concerns, have already been through one surgery, am already out of work and established on STD, and have realized that the surgery has already made my right leg stronger after only 3.5 weeks, I look forward to Surgery #2 with open arms! And if for some reason it gets postponed (the only reason at this point would be if the OS, who I see on 9/3 for my right THR six-week followup, decides otherwise), the further away my return to work date will be. It will be out of my control.
Today was a restful day for me. My left leg is now giving me problems (but still nowhere near what the right leg was at pre-op) and I think the Kohl's trip yesterday gave the right leg too much of a workout. Except for a morning bank run, I stayed home today and plan to do the same tomorrow. And I don't feel guilty over it either.
Next goal is weaning myself to one Tramadol a day, taken in the evening, so I can be fully alert and be able to drive after 8/15. Started today and pain was no worse than when I took my morning dose, so I am hopeful. Still on 2000mg of Tylenol each day.