Hello
@Smythe89
It’s been a journey of ups and downs so far. I am two weeks post surgery, today.
I have made solid and steady progress since the initial rough few days of recovery. My PT (whom I love) has an approach that I love and I find he pushes me within boundaries that I am in control of. As of this morning, I’m at 105 flex and he hasn’t even bothered to measure extension in at least a week as I’m already able to fully extend. I”m off of crutches about 90% of the time, have been able to ascend stairs with reciprocating steps and then today, I have started to be able to descend stairs with reciprocating steps. By all measures, I’m in a good place physically.
The mental recovery has been the biggest challenge. I read so much in this forum related to post-surg blues and they hit me hard last week.
My pain management was a combination of Norco and Tramadol. I tried to back away from the Norco on Sunday last weekend. Was doing great, but PT and the the normal ADL on MOnday brought a tidal wave of pain on. I spent until late Tuesday getting leveled back out. I took a different approach on the Tramadol and was able to stop the Norco last Thursday. I tried to drop the Tramodol yesterday, but had a very bad night and moved back on to it. My post-surgical follow up with the OS is on Friday and I really want to be released to drive.
I’ve worked a little here and there each day since surgery, for the most part...mostly just trying to lurk in email and stay somewhat caught up. Last Thursday I planned as my first “official” back-to-work day (all at home) and my goal was 4 hours. I ended up working just under 10. It was way too much, way too soon. I got a very stern talking to from my daughter about my health and boundaries. Add to it the inability to see my guy, the love of my life, as much due to his work schedule and I slumped into the blues. Had an epic pity party, which lasted about 24 hours. I’m just so sick of depending on everyone else, for everything.
I’ve done a lot of thinking in the last two days. Two years ago, I was in better shape than I’ve been in since my 20’s. It all slid away when I started prioritizing work (new job at the time) ahead of my health and then when my knee really started to go downhill about 18 months ago. Exhausting myself with work at the end of last week was a reality slap. I can’t keep doing this. So, I’m a planner and I’m taking control of my health. I can honestly say that today, walking around the house, my knee *almost* feels better than it did pre-surgery. I have a breath of fresh perspective where I feel Ike I have a new lease to improve my overall health and well-being.
Sorry this is a manifesto, it’s hard to encapsulate all in a short note. The bottom line is that I’m physically progressing and mentally am trying to hold steady. I feel truly blessed at the results of my recovery. I’ve read enough on BoneSmart to know that it could have easily been 1000% different.
Wishing everyone well and Happy Memorial Day to all.
Hedgehog