@FitGal I hope so too!
@Rockgirl4 you've had a heck of a time. I've read through your thread...yikes!! I'm so glad you are making progress, be it ever so slowly.
Today I'm in the dumps. I'm tired of it all & want my life back. I don't want to do exercises, I don't want to squeeze my spots, I don't want to ice, I don't want to feel like I have a hunk of metal for a knee...wahhhhhhhh!!!
However my life before fred was very painful so that makes no sense really. I'm just having a day. Lots to think about with the reunion trip next week, school starting soon, kids upcoming sports schedules, who needs new shoes...yadda yadda yadda. Anxious thoughts are in my head & I'm allowing them to take over & boss me around. Some days its easier to fight, apparently today isn't one of those.
I've got a few things done today but nothing that's on my to do list. Because I don't want to do them!! I'd rather stick my head in the sand & hope they go away. But I know from experience they will still be there, waiting for me & will likely be harder to do later. Ugh. Adulting sucks sometimes.
Ok...sorry for ranting on & on. I'm being a big baby. I have lots to be thankful for. I'm reasonably healthy, I have a great family, I get to go to the beach soon, fred is doing well overall, I get to go back to work in 4 weeks doing jobs that I love, I've been blessed to have the summer off to heal, there is food in my cupboards, clothes in my closet & a roof over my head!
Ok I feel a little better now, time to get on with it & get stuff done. Maybe.