jetthugger
senior
Hi all, yes, Fernie, take on board what you say about PJ's, I have cropped bottoms (but will invest in a nighty, just in case). Toothfairy, I will walk without meds because I need to know how much pain I can be in, the hag has been quiescent of late, making my resolve waver somewhat! Having no date yet - and spring on the way is making me wonder if I can squeeze just one more year out!! I know I will get it done, because I would be horrified to think I've wasted NHS money so far to back out now. Also, and mainly because this site has offered me a surprising aid, I can look back at my whingeing and whining entries when I've been awake at 3am chugging tramadol and remember why I am doing this in the first place. I am not taking a list of things I should be doing & when. From all of the reading I've done here, when the old hag has been replaced with a shiny new Borg implant (think I will call it Hugh-Trekkie after all!!) then I will let Hugh decide my progress. we all use different coping strategies, all of which are right and we have this fantastic site which allows us to compare these strategies and gain strength & courage from each other. I certainly feel better for knowing you guys are out there!! Sorry it's a bit of an epic, dithering today!